Seven Days ...

It has come down to 7 days until we leave for Costa Rica.  I have been working and time has been flying by.  I am horrible at blogging, too bad I am not as good at blogging as I am other things.  Oh well, that is that.

Horrible

I am horrible at blogging.  I said 365 blogs in 365 days ...ugh!!!

April fools

I am having a hard time believing it is already April 1st.  It is now 44 days until we leave for Costa Rica which I am really looking forward to.  There are so many changes and issues going on at work, I try to remain positive, no matter how hard it is.  I know that ONE DAY everything will be smooth, happy and a place everyone enjoys.  This is no April fools either!

Marching through life

Yep, day by day, I trek through life.  I am excited about some days and don't like others.  It is pretty uneventful right now but at least all is good.

In the movies

It's strange how Hollywood scripts can bring people together, from different worlds who unite in equality.  I can see how putting together a story about how two people meet, come together and run along the beach, laughing as waves crash upon their bodies.  The sunsets are probably more beautiful, the air more moist as gestures of life evolve.  I often wonder if this only really happens in Hollywood movies?

Yep, that's my life

It is odd to me how it can be my own mother's birthday party and I don't go, simply because my dad does not accept Ed.  This is so fucking annoying.  I am 40 years old people, can you HEAR ME?  I am not a child, not worthy of this and therefore, have decided to tune out all the negativity.  I am DONE with it and will be forever.  I have chosen to live my life and not let the influence bother me.  I tried, oh yea, I tried and yet, here I sit in the same situation.  I mean year after year, this shit gets annoying.  I find happiness in the hands of destiny, the calm that floods my mind in times of stress and with that, I sit and wait, hoping things will change.  Who am I kidding?

March blah

It comes down to being in a restless state of being.  I am ready for a vacation, have one planned for May but feel like I need one now.  I don't know what else to say besides it is time to get out of town!

Oscar's 2010

The Oscar's are on tonight.  A time where everyone tries to out do each other fashion wise.  I alway think people spend way too much on what they look like instead of what is necessary.  Needless to say, I am voting for Sandra Bullock in "Blindside" as I feel she will win.  I often wanted to go to Los Angeles, camp for 3 days just to get a 2 mile glimpse of the stars but really?  No, what a nightmare.  So, with all said and done, that is how I feel.

Vacation prep

We are nearing the 60 day point before we leave for Costa Rica for 20 days.  It is at this time where Ed always gets worried that everything financially will pan out..  I don't have any doubts but it always seems this happes about this time before we go on vacation.  I just say SCREW IT, if it is meant to be, it is meant to be.  Oh the joys of planning a vacation and trying to enjoy it.  I know the result will be 2 great weeks on the beach in a place we love but these pre-vacation jitters by some drive me nuts.

Taking a nap

I actually can't believe I laid down and took a nap.  I was sitting with my cat and before I knew it, I was in slumberville.  It felt nice but now that I am up, I feel more tired than when I sat down with the cat.  Strange.

Responsibility

I learned what responsibility means today.  I am not responsible for an issue that has happened at work but yet I am responsible to make it right.  I know the outcome will be a smile on my face.  Thank you mother bird ...

Kids are potent

I have learned working in a hospital setting, the most "potent" germ spreaders are kids.  If you work in the DECC for a week, almost guaranteed you will have some sort of cold brewing. 

Santiago, Chile quake

There was an 8.8 earthquake south of Santiago this morning.  I was worried this would trigger a huge tsunami which would hit the Hawaiian Islands.  Luckily, no islands were hit.  I do however, fell for all the people who have been hurt, those lost and those who have nothing at this point.  There seems to be so much going on in the world destruction wise, I don't like this.

Kirsty Alley

I have always been a fan of Kirsty.  I don't care if she is fat, thin or whatever, I love her.  She is on Oprah today and she always makes me smile, I like her look.  She is talking about her weight and all that but WHO CARES as long as she is happy, ENOUGH of the spotlight.  Just live Kirsty!

Being evil

Ok, at the store, someone parked next to my car and left about 10 inches between their car and mine.  So, when I came out, I climbed in the passenger side, got in the driver seat and thought.  I put my car in reverse, rolled back a bit and opened the door.  The result?  Well, let's just say the car that parked so fucked up had a flat front tire.  Hmm, how did that happen?